Last night, after I put Saw to bed, I was wandering around the house picking things up and passed the bassinet that we have set up in our room for the Beast. And I started thinking about my friend Molly, who just had her first baby last week, imagining how she and her hubby Chris are adjusting and falling in love with their little Sam, just as we did with Sawyer those first few days and weeks. I pictured holding a tiny baby again, and suddenly, I was REALLY EXCITED about having the Beast on this side.
Not that I haven't been excited, or ready to give birth. I've been ready to NOT be pregnant for quite some time, and definitely excited about meeting this new little one. But I've also been kind of reluctant in some ways for all the new changes and to lose what we have with Sawyer. I've been scared of doing the new baby thing again, and wondered if I was really ready to do it all again. And suddenly, last night, I really felt READY. Bring on the Beast!
Monday, February 8, 2010
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whenever you aren't sure if you're ready for this baby thing again, think of me. our little fella will arrive days before kate turns 1. heaven help us!!
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